Submissions by Diaryofabasketcase (Silvia Rosario)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Good vs Evil Darkness vs Light God vs the Devil Within you what shines bright?A little dark and twisted, a little bit unwell. A poet with a broken mind, with stories I must tell.
Thank You
#anxiety
#disappointment
#emptiness
#loneliness
#sadness
44 reads
3 Comments
Lonely
#bipolar
#depression
#loneliness
#MentalHealth
#sadness
52 reads
5 Comments
All I’ve Got
I know I’m not as pretty
As those who came before me
It makes me wonder why it is
You say that you adore me
I know I’m not as smart
As others that you’ve dated
I’m not sure why you chose me
I never graduated
I look into this mirror
And I think I’m a mistake
That karma brought me to you
My heart is meant to break
I know I’m not quite confident
Can’t hold my head up high
I can’t look up, am I enough?
Keep asking myself why
I don’t know why I do this
Compare myself to others
I...
As those who came before me
It makes me wonder why it is
You say that you adore me
I know I’m not as smart
As others that you’ve dated
I’m not sure why you chose me
I never graduated
I look into this mirror
And I think I’m a mistake
That karma brought me to you
My heart is meant to break
I know I’m not quite confident
Can’t hold my head up high
I can’t look up, am I enough?
Keep asking myself why
I don’t know why I do this
Compare myself to others
I...
#anxiety
#dark
#depression
#MentalHealth
#sadness
109 reads
12 Comments
Sinking
Sinking
I feel like I am drowning
Sinking further every day
I want to reach my hand out
But it’s best to push away
I feel that if I hold you
I’ll drag you into the abyss
It’s dark here and it’s lonely
And for you, I don’t want this
You struggle as I let you go
You fight me to hold on
I don’t think that it’s meant for you
This place, you don’t belong
I’ve tried to share my pain with you
But it just brings you down
I’m sorry that you feel that way
But you’re why I’m still around
...
I feel like I am drowning
Sinking further every day
I want to reach my hand out
But it’s best to push away
I feel that if I hold you
I’ll drag you into the abyss
It’s dark here and it’s lonely
And for you, I don’t want this
You struggle as I let you go
You fight me to hold on
I don’t think that it’s meant for you
This place, you don’t belong
I’ve tried to share my pain with you
But it just brings you down
I’m sorry that you feel that way
But you’re why I’m still around
...
#bittersweet
#heartbroken
#ImSorry
#sadness
#secrets
104 reads
9 Comments
Date Night
#dark
#regret
#sadness
#shame
#violence
46 reads
2 Comments
White Lie
#breakup
#heartbroken
#MovingOn
#sadness
#secrets
43 reads
2 Comments
The Hole
There’s a hole
Inside my soul
I’ve never told
So you don’t know
And it gets bigger every day
Ever since you walked away
I wanna say I want you back
I wanna say your love I lack
But I don’t want relationships
Cause of you I don’t want shit
I’m happier in my new hell
Did you know I wasn’t well?
Did you think I was a burden?
I’m not sure, I’m not quite certain
When you came into my life
I thought perhaps, this could be right
I wanted us to have a chance
So I gave in...
Inside my soul
I’ve never told
So you don’t know
And it gets bigger every day
Ever since you walked away
I wanna say I want you back
I wanna say your love I lack
But I don’t want relationships
Cause of you I don’t want shit
I’m happier in my new hell
Did you know I wasn’t well?
Did you think I was a burden?
I’m not sure, I’m not quite certain
When you came into my life
I thought perhaps, this could be right
I wanted us to have a chance
So I gave in...
#betrayal
#breakup
#heartbroken
#MovingOn
#sadness
114 reads
9 Comments
Keep Your Secret
#betrayal
#disappointment
#heartbroken
#lies
#sadness
36 reads
7 Comments
Not Done Yet
I cannot leave this world yet
I’m not done with loving you
It’s all that I have left in life
I’ve nothing more to do
So hold me as I shed my tears
I didn’t want to stay
But you need me more than I do
So I cannot go away
I need for you to love me back
I can’t do this alone
I need to be your everything
Such a love I’ve never known
I sometimes feel like giving up
Please remind me why I’m here
Remind me of the reasons why
Only you can ease my fears
Love me till there is no more
Till...
I’m not done with loving you
It’s all that I have left in life
I’ve nothing more to do
So hold me as I shed my tears
I didn’t want to stay
But you need me more than I do
So I cannot go away
I need for you to love me back
I can’t do this alone
I need to be your everything
Such a love I’ve never known
I sometimes feel like giving up
Please remind me why I’m here
Remind me of the reasons why
Only you can ease my fears
Love me till there is no more
Till...
#emotions
#kindness
#love
#redemption
#TimeHeals
58 reads
2 Comments
The Scream
There’s a scream inside of each of us
You release it just one time
It comes out when your heart breaks
And this scream will break your mind
It comes from deep within you
Hidden deep inside your soul
It’s dormant while you smile
I hope this scream you’ll never know
The sound is dark and primal
It will shake the walls around you
It’s like you’ve met a demon
And the devil he has found you
And once this scream escapes you
Consider this your end
The scream it kills a part of you
You’ll never be the same...
You release it just one time
It comes out when your heart breaks
And this scream will break your mind
It comes from deep within you
Hidden deep inside your soul
It’s dormant while you smile
I hope this scream you’ll never know
The sound is dark and primal
It will shake the walls around you
It’s like you’ve met a demon
And the devil he has found you
And once this scream escapes you
Consider this your end
The scream it kills a part of you
You’ll never be the same...
#bittersweet
#dark
#grief
#heartbroken
#sadness
83 reads
8 Comments
Forgotten
I’m drinking on a Wednesday
And it isn’t even noon
I try to make the hurt go away
Want to fly over the moon
Each morning when I wake up
This shit starts up again
When the hurting stop?
When will this torture end?
When will I forget what you did?
Replay it all the time
Betrayal that I guess I earned
Deserved it for the lies
Karma found its way to me
And now I have to pay
Pay the price for evil deeds
I pay it every day
I know that I don’t deserve you
Or all you put me through
I...
And it isn’t even noon
I try to make the hurt go away
Want to fly over the moon
Each morning when I wake up
This shit starts up again
When the hurting stop?
When will this torture end?
When will I forget what you did?
Replay it all the time
Betrayal that I guess I earned
Deserved it for the lies
Karma found its way to me
And now I have to pay
Pay the price for evil deeds
I pay it every day
I know that I don’t deserve you
Or all you put me through
I...
#betrayal
#conflict
#heartbroken
#ImSorry
#sadness
65 reads
0 Comments
Hiding My Pain
Hiding My Pain
I thought that I could let it go
This pain I have inside
I thought I could release it all
Relief to a crazed mind
I thought in time it’d go away
Just fade like memories
This pain is changing who I am
Not who I used to be
I miss when smiles came with ease
Cause now they just feel forced
I miss the way I loved freely
To trust is now a curse
I feel that I am juggling me
The old one with the new
Pretending that I am okay
This lie is now my truth
The secrets they keep...
I thought that I could let it go
This pain I have inside
I thought I could release it all
Relief to a crazed mind
I thought in time it’d go away
Just fade like memories
This pain is changing who I am
Not who I used to be
I miss when smiles came with ease
Cause now they just feel forced
I miss the way I loved freely
To trust is now a curse
I feel that I am juggling me
The old one with the new
Pretending that I am okay
This lie is now my truth
The secrets they keep...
#bittersweet
#confusion
#dark
#heartbroken
#sadness
70 reads
13 Comments
DU Poetry : Submissions by Diaryofabasketcase (Silvia Rosario)